u/AI_Slopper

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I had bad RNG on a run and ended up with five of these weapons passives, and felt like I was shredding everything with L1.

Did they all stack or was it in my head? Can't seem to find an answer on Google that isn't AI slop.

The few friends I do have are clueless. I'm diagnosed bi-polar and simply couldn't bear the depressive episodes any longer, so I got hyper fixated on this sanctioned suicide website where people share methods and experiences, and tried hanging myself in my closet with a cord.

I've been receiving a lot of criticism on what a recluse I've become, and I don't know how to tell them that this happened and I have more going on then they understand--so I've just kept it to myself.

Should I tell my friends and family? I think the only reason I'm not deeply ashamed is that nobody knows.

I just don't want people to pity me. But at the same time I feel alone and stranded by my condition.

Anyway, thanks for listening.