u/A-muddy-rack-0806

I’m 4 months in and right now I basically hate everyone and everything. Everything is annoying me.

I hate that my MIL felt the need to tell me she just saw the photos of my house when I listed it for sale months ago and it “looked sad & empty”. Hate that my friend told me she could store my office desk for me while I live with family and try and figure this shitty life out and now she can’t store it anymore even though it’s already at her house being stored. Hate that my BIL couldn’t be bothered to come to my husband’s funeral, couldn’t be bothered to text, call, or even comment on a facebook post when my husband passed away. I hate that I still haven’t heard from him and I’m expected to not only attend his baby shower on Saturday but also make a cake for it. I hate that my husband isn’t here so I can talk to him and he can help me make decisions that we used to make together.

I don’t like feeling this way but I’m just irritated by every single thing. Idk maybe I just needed to vent.

Anybody else feeling this way?

My pug mix is about 10 years old and has recently been having these strange episodes about once a month in the middle of the night.

Last night I woke up at 3am to him coughing and wheezing like her couldn’t breathe. He walked down the dog steps off the bed to get to the floor and kept coughing until he stopped and fell over like he had passed out. I shook him awake and he had peed himself but other than that he seemed fine.

He’s fallen off the bed in the middle of the night before too and peed himself but during the day he has complete control of his bladder.

I’m wondering if this is maybe sleep apnea? I figured it wouldn’t be a seizure since he was coughing and able to walk off the bed.