u/98moon_stone

Do you guys believe we connect before the actual meeting? I have been connecting with something for a few years now, didnt know what it was, but it made me feel good, like i'm held and not alone and yea, and now since he deleted his fb and just disappeared since february, and i went through personality/identity collapse, i can't connect with that anymore, and it makes me feel spiritually disconnected...but i also feel im becoming someone im meant to become, yet its so disorienting and stressfull...