I made a list of random ways I avoid being percieved:
- I only listen to music on headphones at home, I don't like other people being able to hear what I'm listening to
- I try to do errands on spare times when no one notices, like buying something I need right after class because having to say "hey I'm going to the store I'll be right back" makes the task 10x harder
- I stop engaging with media if it becomes too popular
- I have interests I never told anyone about
- I get stressed when my partner asks me what I'm doing today which made him suspicious before I explained
- I kept it a secret when I went to therapy because otherwise it wouldn't feel private enough for me to be comfortable talking about my issues
- I get extremely upset if I'm feeling well and someone asks me "are you okay?" like yes I was but now I'm not