u/7h295

You struggled, I supported
You cried, I started keeping tissues and an extra shirt
You started to grow, I did my best to help
You needed, and I always went out of my way to try and provide whatever I could because we were a team the same team and together we could take on the world.
I struggled, you noticed
My bottling up began to fail, you told me you would be there for me and I should also look for help.
I was cautious but opened up to you because you were the only person I trusted, at first you seemed like you were there for me
You noticed how bad the struggle was, I confirmed it. I wanted to end my life.
You were what seemed like the only light I had left in my life to get out of the darkness with, you abandoned me.
Every time I shut down you told me to open up, I tried but you would leave.
I was alone, I had unquarked the bottle and couldn’t close it back up.
I trusted you but every time I needed support I found your hand was mearly a shadow.
I do not know why you did this, but I can’t speak to women anymore. You put a nail in that coffin.
I miss you but I wish you all the worst. I want you to succeed but fail at the same time somehow.
You were my best Freind, what ever happened to “same team”