What do u do on your bday?
Today is my bday and I've rarely celebrated my bday or received gifts well ik when u turn an adult u don't even get time to celebrate one but I didn't in my teenage (rn)either. Every birthday just reminds me I'm a pathetic loser with no friends. I see people my age having those pretty cakes when I can't even have one (not like I can't afford it but no one really celebrates it). I feel like a burden and wished I wasn't born cause my bday always comes when there's something going on and it feels like a liability to celebrate every single time. My mom made me think that celebrating bdays are childish so I'm probably gonna stop the thought of that but I feel like bday is the only day my friends even talk to me. Ik this dosent mean much but I have so few friends that I get like 3-4 bday stories lmao and that too cause they saw my story. Well ik it sounds like "heh I deserve it ig " but idk man what does bday even suppose to mean like everyone is sad on their bday (even tho they have friends who celebrate it w them).