I love it when before any exam I have to undergo checking by the guards. I love it when he slides his fingers down my pockets softly caressing my skin and touching my thighs. I makes me wanted and love like never before. When he grabs my ass i resist my urge to moan in front of the crowd. It is one of the few moments of pleasure that comes before my doomed fate in the exam.
I have poor genetics and am short(5'8) I try my best to look good but fail all the time. I hit the gym and try skincare, gym does jackshit even though my diet and calories are upto the point. I have never been complimented in real life. My friend on the other hand is 6ft jacked and looks handsome, everytime I go past a mirror I try to avoid looking at myself. I style my hair to look like him but nothing works. I have good fashion sense but I am way too skinny to even fit the small size properly. I don't wish to do it anymore. Why do I have to perform to be treated the same way as he does whereas he just has to be himself?