u/444lastdayonearth

I’m currently 21 F and have been stuck in the middle of fuckass nowhere for 4 years because my family moved from Cali when I was 17. I’ve been saving up to move out but without roommates I’m fucked. I don’t have friends to ask to roommate with me or apply for apartments together. I miss Cali, I feel isolated and depressed as shit here. All I have going for me is a job as a waitress and even that is stressful and makes me feel even more dejected. There’s nowhere to go and nothing to do. I dropped out of college because I had no idea what I wanted to pursue and now I feel so stuck. Would it be a dumb idea for me to move into a dorm room at a college in Cali just to get away and pursue higher education? Or what could I possibly start planning for now? I just feel stuck and overwhelmed.