u/42LargePeas

I'm 33, nonbinary, and extremely traumatized. I've been badly harmed by the mental healthcare system in the past, so that's unfortunately not an option for me. I found alternative treatments that help, but I can't afford them anymore. I need a friend more than anything. I know this is a long shot and I'll probably get a lot of unhelpful responses. But idk man.

I tried posting this in my city's sub but it was automatically removed. I honestly don't really want long distance friends. The world is basically conspiring against me to drive me to suicide. I literally can't take this anymore. I'm about to start writing my note. The only comfort I find is in knowing that I can end my pain soon.