ive been struggling alot lately with my gender im afab i use all pronouns but have been using he/him alot lately even though i present as feminine, i feel like a guy but when i think about looking stereotypically “ masculine” i dont like it i just feel like a fem presenting man, i want to find a way to validate my masculinity more but i really like being a boy in a dress and makeup, i know that because im afab and presenting fem im going to get called she/her only and i dont mind that, i just want to know if i belong or if others feel this way?
im worried that because i havent had a full transition i dont really count as ftm or if i even should use male pro nouns.
ive used she/her and they/them for about 10 years now and ive always liked he/him pronouns but have been scared that other people wouldnt understand since im not on t or had any kind of gender affirming surgerys.
sorry if this is stupid im not really sure where to post or who to talk to.