Dealing With Loneliness
Comment advice or ignore it doesn’t really matter I’ve just (once again) lost people who I thought where my friends and I’m so fucking sick of it.
Why is it so hard to make friends? Why does everyone seem to avoid me?
Sometimes it feels like I’m trying to speaking French to English people when I try to talk to people. I love being by myself sometimes but I can’t help but yern for a close friendship with other people.
I want a bestie, someone who I can never be tmi with and have sleepovers with and someone I can go to bars with or talk shit about my boyfriend to. Someone who can braid my hair or do makeup with and all the stereotypical girly things. Everyone seems to have someone and I can only ever make those kinds of connections when someone’s tryna fuck me. I hate it I hate all of this and it’s so frustrating