End of what exactly?
I am ready to be really candid about things. I am 38 years old. I will be 39 later this year I have been bottoming consistently since I was 18 years old. I have averaged it out to where I have probably had intercourse with over 270 guys. I have two gay friends and a few times a year. I am their service point as a bottom. I stopped using condoms about eight years ago. And have been lucky enough to not contract anything. This past year my father passed away and while it hasn’t made me rethink my life it has definitely made me think about some changes that I want to make. I’m not embarrassed or sorry about anything that I’ve done. What I have noticed is that a part of my body I think we can all guess which part has in this past year stop tightening back up the way that it used to and I find myself feeling that I need to take a couple years off from having sex. Not because I feel that I need to reform any of my ways but that it’s a healthy choice to make not just for my health, but also for the clarity and not the chase. This next part, I’m not trying to troll this forum, but I have specifically sold out guys that are very well hung to specifically come inside me. I don’t really know what I’m seeking. I’m just sharing. I would love to know your thoughts.