Dear members of the community ✨ 💖
All my hyper fixations are bad either money wise, and/or mental health wise (think Limerence and playing cash grab games for dopamine)
I am stuck at home for nearly a year, currently in the process of being diagnosed and getting therapy.
While all of this is going on, I have some few unhealthy habits, smoking extensively, playing a cash grab game that I really need to quit before it puts me in debt and getting obsessed with other humans that show a slight ounce of affection towards me.
I really need to find something to do, I’ve never really had a hobby since I was a teen, I did judo for quite a long time before losing interest, I was a member of a scouts team, and a leader of the younger childern group, I’ve always found that fun but that feels like a huge commitment right now which I don’t think I am ready for yet.
I’ve bought a paint by numbers set… but just looking at it, gives me executive dysfunction. I think I bought a more advanced one with 24 colours and teeny tiny things that need to be painted.
I like to read fanfic, but that’s not really a do-something hobby. I used to write fanfic as well, for two chapters and then abandoned it✌️
So yeah, please throw something out there that might tickle my funny brain and release me from my useless thoughts! Thank you in advance!💛