u/2002fetus

I am just so tired.

This made me feel excited, but dreadful. Their presence or acknowledgement alone seem to activate my fight or flight response. I was doing completely well right up until he liked an ig post of mine and got me anxious over it.

I know this is breadcrumbing and I don't intend on delude myself with this, but it hurts a lot to even acknowledge they still aren't done with me, but insist on not even showing an ounce of respect for me while trying to reach out.

I just wanna forget they exist. Seriously.