16F.
i js wanna have someone to love me and talk to me, someone who doesn’t just want me for my body or for my freakiness but someone who can listen to my problems and comfort me when i need it, as well as match my freak… i want a bf badly, but i really want someone to talk to everyday and look forward to their texts.. i’m young, so i have time to find someone but like it sucks because i’m constantly surrounded by people who have a partner and it hurts.
i want to feel love and give love, i want a bf who will actually be there for me yk? all my friends got relationships, and yes i’m happy but like… i want someone to hold my hand, to smile and laugh to while we do whatever, someone to call and tell about my day. i just wanna be someone’s love, someone’s lover and their person. i’m scared that i’ll be lonely forever, that i’ll never find anything i’m looking for, that it will never come to me.
i’m so tired of looking at couples online and wishing i had someone like that, so tired of giving myself up just to feel seen… i don’t wanna jumó into things either but i just yearn for someone who actually cares, just as i would for them. idk, i js am tired of having no one to love and to love me back 😕