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F22
I take Luvox, trintellix, seroquel, birth control, pregablin, iron

All of my ocd symptoms have been horrible, contamination, moral ocd, magical thinking, but the one I’m really concerned about and am wondering if I need to be committed:
I’m convinced I committed a crime years ago and that the police are going to get me. I’m afraid that I’m gonna be arrested and put in prison forever. I don’t think I did anything wrong but my brain is telling me that I did. I’m not suicidal or homicidal, there’s no voices inside my head other than my internal monologue. I don’t want to harm myself. But I’m so sure that I’m going to be arrested. Do I need to go to the hospital? I see a therapist regularly and a psychiatrist.
I’m honestly super nervous even posting this, I’m afraid that this is admission that I’ve committed a crime or something and that it will be used against me.

Hello,
I’m struggling with multiple ocd fears. I have diagnosed OCD. It’s been getting a lot worse recently. With hantavirus, I’m so scared every time I see someone cough I’m certain I’ve got it now and have to shower and scrub my whole body multiple times. On the airplane I’m scared I’m going to get sick with something and die. If I touch something I think is dirty I’m sure I’m going to get sick and die. This one has been common for me but most recently I’ve been scared I’m going to go to jail/prison. I’m certain I’ve broken the law years ago and am certain I’ve done bad things that I don’t think I actually did. I don’t know what to do anymore. I’m also so terrified of death and can’t stop thinking about how it’s inevitable. I take Luvox and Trintellix and Pregablin but it feels like nothing is helping. I’m both so so scared of death and kind of wish I’d die. My OCD and anxiety latches onto anything it can. I’m also certain that if there is a hell, I’ll go to hell because I’m an awful person. I’m scared of even posting this because I’m afraid it’s some sort of evidence that can be used against me.

I’ve got myself convinced now that I’ve done horrible horrible things. What can I do? I see a therapist and everything too.