He pretended he wanted me back, fucked me, and then left me alone again.
I feel so weak and stupid and I can’t believe HE would do that to me. We loved each other like we really loved each other, and even if he doesn’t feel that anymore he USED to and I don’t understand how he could do that to me. Me and him have been through so much shit together, I stuck by him through so much terrible terrible shit. I was weak for him, and I still am. He knows it too, he didn’t have to do that. I woulda done it just to be close to him for a little bit even if he told me straight up that’s all he wanted. He knows that he knows he didn’t have to play with my heart again. Somehow after everything he did to me that hurts the worst. He said he loves me, he said we’re gonna work together and fix what he broke. He said I’m still the most beautiful girl in the world and he still loves me, and we’re still gonna get married and have a baby someday. He said he was getting better for me. How could he.