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so basically we started off as a situationship and unfortunately we are long distance but things got very serious and we started to plan when i would fly her down to me and all this stuff. i even supported her in all her endeavor, whether it was fundraisers for programs on her campus or something. she is the kind to avoid conflict and i understand telling her about my mental health at the peak of finals week probably wasnt smart on my part. but she would always come back if she hadn’t texted in a while and tell me shes just stressed with finals (this past week was her last week in school), she has expressed in the past her frustration with her lack of communication skills and wants to get better because she cares about me. well anyway i vented last thursday after she asked me what was going on, and i told her i was struggling with mental health and depression (im sure you can see what im implying). well my dumbass started spamming thinking she would come back on Thursday but its monday now. she hasnt blocked me or anything on any social media, she hasnt reached out. im hoping soon she will at least just talk to me, i apologized for telling her all of it last Thursday and even said on saturday that i just want it to be how it was again. nothing yet. im not sure what to mae of this, its killing me. i know she does actually care about me but struggles with emotional language, i dont even care about her reassurance or anything atp i just miss talking to her. am i cooked?