u/1203our_last_goodbye

I used to smoke about 2 packs a month and nowadays I have access to free cigarettes due to working at a bar and for about 4 months now I've reduced my cigarette use by A LOT, I usually smoke about 3 cigarettes 3 times a week, I do smoke tobacco with cannabis but 12 grams of tobacco will usually last 2 months with me.

I want to quit nicotine once and for all because I sing and scream and cigarettes are not helping me reach my goal of being better. But, with my very low use of nicotine compared to my friends and other relatives, I'm starting to think that the amount that I use might not be affecting me as much.

I do feel nicotine withdrawals, I get emotional and angry, usually ends up in trouble and that's the main reason why I want to quit, I just can't stand the feeling of being angry for such minimal reasons, it's mentally taxing for me and everyone around me.

I'm afraid that when I'm older I'll be completely addicted and I won't be able to quit so, although I think that my relationship with nicotine is not abusive and probably not very unhealthy, I think it would be the best for me to quit as a young adult than to wait until I'm 40yo to do it.

I would love free cigarette quitting apps recommendations and I want to read your stories and I want to know what you think about my thoughts.

Thank you for your time!

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u/1203our_last_goodbye — 12 days ago