The title isn't clickbait. For 2 years I M22 have been dating F22 a person with 2 opposite personalities. The "sexy and free bad bitch" and the "virgin christian house girly"
I cheated on her. Told her the truth. She C H O S E to forgive and continue.
For the past 4 months. She has been talking with a guy from work.
She always told me we should try to fix this and love each other again. That she can't do without me. She said she loved my mother and we were browsing apartments together.
I found out by checkin her phone.
Active convo-> 12 of April
"""Only""" time they meet to fuck -> 15 of April
I found out-> 23 of April
They kept on talkin til the 22 of April.
Him: We should have met under different circumstances
Her: i should have given you more time to get to know me.. (Cause he left to work as a sailor)
She never made any mention of him
And she always used to tell me when men were hitting on her.
Cause she knew.
She wanted to take revenge and got bored of the routine with me.
Fine, whatever.
After that though..
She begged and cried and pleaded me to return. We still love each other let's try all over again from the beginning.
Went and found her
She said she was at her besties.
But i *knew*
I pressed her
She gave in and admitted she was at an airbnb with her bestie and the bestie was waiting on her bf and once he arrived my (now) ex would leave and come home.
God knows if this is all the truth.. cause wtf?
We had sex in my car for one last time after that.
She cried and said the flowers (i got one rose with a different colour to represent our greatest memories) i got her made her realise what she had been missin. She kept begging and crying from 1am to 4am.
I drop her home.
I text her sayin that i do not regret our relationship and that i deeply *did* love her and its a shame that it had to be like this.
She says "we'll talk soon my love"
She just followed the side guy on insta..
I show her in a screenshot
"We have nothing to say, ever"
She keeps spamming stories and tik tok reposts talking about how she's grieving and shit.
And finally,
Tomorrow, she booked a hotel room with a double bed.
(She has her email in my phone, i even have the receipt)
And throughout all this, her bestie was always covering for her and encouraging her to keep acting wrong.
I do not know what to do
I can't do this anymore..