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Edit: filler words in case this is triggering. 2am got a call. My Mom went into cardiac arrest and I was told she was dead. Dead for 30 minutes, they almost stopped recessitation. After 2 more rounds she woke up. Not sure how this will play out but I got a chance to tell her I love her.

Yet another reminder of how precious life is. And how heart problems run in my family. That could have been me one day, sped up if I didn't quit abusing stims and other meds on top of my chaotic eating disorder. Take care of your hearts folks. And tell those care about that you love them.