Went into the ER a few hours ago. Couldn't ignore the pain anymore. I don't know exactly what's gonna happen with this visit, but I'm getting the care I need. Ativan is a fucking godsend. Blood pressure keeps crashing, but I'm hooked up to more wires than Neo in the matrix, so they're keeping an eye one and not gonna let me die. Not today.
I've been drinking like a fish for 20 years. Sometimes I'd get sober for a couple of weeks, but damn is that boring! Surgery for an unrelated issue was denied because of my blood work, forcing me to see a gastroenterologist. More blood work, an ultrasound, and fibroscan. Got the full on space aids now, and we're talking months and getting affairs in order. (I don't have much so that's easy).
Hey so turns out when you turn yellow you should absolutely not continue to drink for months after that.... Wish me luck you fellow degenerates, I'll see ya in Valhalla. Chairs!