u/-Sekmet-

I have this pretty hot idea in my head of getting fingered by another woman, but idrk how to finger my own self...which sounds weird because how can you fantasize about getting fingered by someone else if you dont even know how it feels doing it to yourself?? but i have that "feeling" literally inside of me that wants to be stimulated, I just have a hard time actually stimulating it the way i want to.

Ive tried starting with 1 finger, ive tried the lube thing, the external masturbation beforehand, going slow, but no matter what, it always hurts like a sharp pain on the entrance that carries through inside, sometimes I think that im bleeding but im not. It just hurts a lot.

Im not really sure what I should do at this point, I dont wanna go to like a sex doctor and have them help me get looser or anything like that because thats so embarrassing and...it sounds scary asf, I just wanna solve this issue on my own. Anything dildo with a smaller diameter than 1 finger would do the trick for now, but thats never gonna help me actually live out the fantasy of being fingered by somebody 🥲.

Someone help meeeeeee....

I LOVE RUNNING!! it feels so good, sometimes it feels exhausting but even then, it makes me feel alive! But I have asthma and I honestly wish it was just my legs that hurt instead of my lungs, a lot of times I just cant get enough air and I feel like im gonna faint even with my inhaler. Maybe theres like some sort of food I should be eating or something to help my lungs open up and breathe better on my runs! Any tips??