u/--Stargazer-

I miss you. I miss your presence. The emptiness that wraps itself around me is hollow, it can never be filled by anyone else but you. The silence is all encompassing, louder than I ever thought possible. The only escape is sleep, if it comes at all. I'm up all hours of the night thinking about the one mistake that I made in hurting you. How you must be feeling; how it felt the day you looked the space I left just for you to find it wasn't there. My low effort letters because I was drinking. I'm not making any excuses for myself at all. This isn't about me.

You made space for me in your life when yours was already full. You were there for me when I was sick and scared, wrote me a story to cheer me, listened to all my fears, spent quality time with me, making me laugh, anything to lighten my load; when all the while you were falling apart. The love and kindness you gave to me will always be remembered. You changed my life by giving me a part of yours. Your patience with me was unsurpassed. I know I wasn't the best student but you lovingly showed me what my life could be and how to live it, and changed it in a profound way. You helped to free me. Since I can never repay such a kindness, I can only give the love you gave to me, agape, unconditional love to others.

I am so thankful to you for coming into my life. Meeting in the strangest of places. Thankful to the universe for creating you for me.

My hope is that one day you can forgive me for my transgression against you. It pains me to think you are out there somewhere hurting because of something I did to you.

I love you. (and yes, I know I'm not your person)