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Okay so where do we start HI IM ANGIE well angela actually but everyone really just calls me angie im 16 y/o highschooler so theres this girl her name’s Stella i call her stel for short um i know her since 3rd grade actually i know her since kindergarten but I’ve been actually friends with her since third grade we are now in sophomore year and a few days ago something happened we were playing never have i ever when she said never have i ever had a genuine crush on a girl.
I said no i have never and the game went on so a few days after that incident i was admiring a random girl and how beautiful she was wile i was on call with stel and she said “oh angie you sure you aren’t bi?” And i said “i am bi” that was never supposed to happen i didn’t want her to know
Not because she’d judge me but because i knew i was bi cause i had a crush on stel when we were in 8th grade but back then i was really unhappy with this not because im homophobic but due to my religious guilt and my parents would kill me if they found out and it simply yk wasn’t practical at all so i kept those feelings to myself and slowly forced my crush away
Back to the present so after i said i was by stel was shocked and said “but you said you didnt have a genuine crush on a girl” okay now i was cornered so i said “i did i lied cause i was afraid to admit it” so she started really forcing me to tell her which girl i had a crush in i said to her “fine when we hang up I’ll text you” so after a while we hung up and i told her i USED TO have a crush on you stel but like that was in 8th grade
So then she says “Omg I’ve liked you for the longest time too” and stuff like that so i very very very politely reject her and tell her that i don’t like her anymore i used to, now i don’t (we’ve kissed two times in 8 grade) so obv she gets all upset and tell me shes been crying badly while all this is happening and im rejecting her so obv out of empathy i was crying too and i text her same
But then she goes offline cause i tell her again very politely if you need a break thats completely understandable (it was our finals week we had like three exams left each with one day gap after that i had to leave school) so she said “no angie i don’t want too i don’t want us to be all silent in our last days tgt” but ofc it was better the other way cause if she didn’t take a break, i know her mental health would be fucked so she listens i guess
After like thirty minutes or so she texts “yeah you didn’t like me so what was the point of saying this you just wanted to reject me”
Obv i get a lil defensive cause i did tell her that I USED to have a crush on this girl and she was the one pressing me to tell her the name so i obv told her but yeah this happened after that we grew more distant than ever (we used to be super close in 7 and 8 grade but in freshmen year we grew apart a lil) so now any moment with her feels fake, im too conscious of what im saying since i know im talking to a person that has feelings for me we always joked about how we face lesbo allegations and stuff now i don’t even joke about that and i feel like im slowly loosing the only friend i ever had (i have one friend beside her whom in not THAT close with at all) so what to do pls help your girl out :(((