1 year of RIGGED Bett88, 12M+ in debt. Tigilan na mag sugal. Kakainin ka ng buhay.
I’m 40, single parent. Started playing in Bett88ph last April 2025.
Out of 7 children, I am the only one who has a business and it was doing okay— until things started to slow down. And my father stopped working as well. My mother is a housewife and my other siblings don’t really have stable jobs. Everyone relied on my father. And my father would rely on to me sometimes. This is due to the fact that I have a sister who was diagnosed with terminal cancer. My father was slowing down with work because he is already 76 years old. And he would spend at least 2M a month for my sister who has cancer.
I was okay on my own and with my 5yo child. But i felt that my income from my business was slowing down. So i turned to gambling— yes, you can call it greed. I was operating on fear and greed. And I didn’t want to face my problems head on. Gambling became my “escape” — only to find out that gambling is prison.
At first my bets were 100-500 range. I’d win some and lose some. Until there was a time I would win 8-15k a day. Of course I got hooked. I admit, I got greedy. At the same time, i thought, “i need this because i have a child to raise, my business is down, my sister / father need help” — but of course, those were LIES i told myself just to continue gambling.
Then it came to a point where in the money I would cash in no longer felt like money— it felt like it was just a game, or “monopoly money” — it only felt real when I lost it. Time went by, I won big but also lost even bigger. And every time that happened, I needed to take on loans.
My bets the past 6 months were 25k-100k per bet, on Baccarat. I won 1.8M then lost it all. Loaned 2.5M and bet again trying ti chase my losses. Lost all that loan too. I have a lot to pay for so I loaned again to pay for my bills and other living expenses. I thought Id stop gambling but seeing the money in my account only tempted me to go back to chasing my losses. Been trying to stop but there are times na nanginginig ako if i don’t place a bet. It’s has become a habit.
May 11– I lost 3M of my savings and had to take on a loan again. This time much higher loan, 6M. I told myself I wouldn’t touch it for gambling. Pero dinemonyo nanaman ako. I said “50k lang” — until umabot na ako sa 500k cash in. Napansin ko dati pa na Bett88 already knew my play. How I play. How much I would wager. And usually every time na mag mid month or mag end of the month, that’s when they start “manipulating” the game. Nagkaka lag sa pag labas ng cards. Kahit anong gawin ko, talagang nag hahang siya and papatalunin ka talaga.
Hindi sa sinisisi ko lang ang Bett88. It was my choice to play. Choice ko kung magkano itataya. So kasalanan ko lahat to. Before I lost 3M last May 11, I already lost 2.3M last January. Tumigil ako. Sabi ko stop na ako. Pero dumating sa point na na pressure nanaman ako kasi dinala na kapatid ko sa hospital and sinabihan na kami na wag na siyang ipapa revive pag dumating araw niya.
Ayoko isipin yun. So i went back to my “escape from reality” — kaya eto ngayon. Lugmok.
I want to stop gambling. Nag try ako sa gamblers anonymous ph. Pero nag relapse ako. Ayoko bumalik sa GA meeting kasi nahihiya ako na nag relapse ako… kahit alam kong hindi naman nila ako i-jujudge. Ako na mismo nag jujudge sa sarili ko. Nakakahiya. Nakaka awa. Ang tanga tanga ng mga pinag gagawa ko. Imbes na inipon ko nalang kinita ko sa business ko, pinambabayad ko nalang sa mga loans. Tapal system na nangyari.
Someone please help me, how do I stop. Ngayon alam ko nang hindi na talaga kakayanin ng business ko ang pag babayad sa mga utang ko gawa ng gambling. At hindi rin pwedeng puro tapal gagawin ko. Oo, naisip ko nang mawala sa mundong to. Pero iniisip ko nalang anak ko— ako lang ang meron siya. At sana naisip ko yan bago pa ako mag sugal.
Sa una ka lang talaga papapanalunin. Hanggang kakainin ka na nila ng buhay.
And alam kong kahit kasalanan ko to, aminado ako. Naging sakit ko na ito. Mas malala pa nga ata to kesa sa cancer ng kapatid ko. Kaya sana wag niyo na gayahin. RIGGED rin pati ang BETT88. Wag niyo na subukan.
Just wanted to let that out. Kailangan ko huminga. Pagod na pagod na ako. Please respect my post.