Peeing in my suit has become such a habit that I've started peeing my pants regularly. How do I stop?
This is extremely embarrassing to post but I have to because my doctor and my psychiatrist weren't any help.
Every morning I surf at 7am on the dot. No matter the tide, wind, if it's flat or triple overhead, I'm paddling out. And every time I paddle out I mitigate the cold shock by peeing in my wetsuit, sometimes giving a little moan and saying something like "that's the stuff" as I relax out the back and wait for waves before work. I've done this every day for 8 years.
Well I'm in California and our big client is in New York, so I've been having to head to work at 6am and our company has a virtual meeting with the client at 645am.
I've had to sacrifice surfing for this client and recently, 15 minutes into these virtual meetings with the top brass in the conference room, I will say "oh God yeah" out loud and piss my pants.
It's happened 15 times now.
I'm concerned. HR is concerned. My bosses are concerned but like my confidence and ingenuity.
How do I stop this?