r/squishmallows

EDIT: I know no one cares that I use a squishmallow as a pillow, I simply would love a more stylish alternative.

So I have a squishmallow I got when they first started getting big, I don’t cuddle it or display it, it is literally just to prop my head up when I watch movies or scroll on my phone, and then when I side sleep I put it infront of my chest to prop me up so I don’t turn on my stomach, the issue is it’s very ugly lol, and hard to wash and doesn’t look good on my bed aesthetic wise. Does anyone have/use something similar that isn’t a stuffed animal, like a similar textured small pillow? Also im almost 30 so when people come over and theirs a flat witch squishmallow on my bed I’m sure they wonder why.