
r/somethingonthehorizon

I am not playing around here
I only wish for someone who shares all my interests, tastes, character traits, obsessions...
except I'm totally incompetent at friendship, and the person out there with whom I would have everything in common would be as standoffish as I am, as well as equally sensitive to any real or perceived differences with each other. but I can still daydream about instantly achieving perfect codependence with someone who doesn't set off my other-person alarm bells :)
Just tell bro straight up this is your fault dude
You killed him
You murdered one of my best friends!
You isolated him
Controlled his phone
Yelled at him
Abused him
Stole time and ruined all his friendships because you are insecure you botched butchered hideous bitch!
Last his mom heard from him he was scared of you saying not to intervene that he will take care of it and you were screaming and going psycho on him and threatening him!
Now he’s dead because of you! You have some fucking nerve to say what you did with your manic novel making it all about you. You didn’t know him.
You just wanted him to be your slave!
Every day for the rest of your life I hope you know that your entirety is worth - nothing.
So many people have the evil eye on you. If you show up to the funeral, you won’t leave in one piece with how people are feeling. I hate you.
You better pray the cops find you before I do.
I’m a mess
You’ve ran far far away, and haven’t turned back once
My stupid fucking brain had me believing that I’d find you here
I’ve been searching for over a year now
You aren’t here and never were
I can’t reach for you elsewhere
Do you hear my screaming and crying?
Do you feel how much I mourn losing you?
I can’t stop myself.
It’s so uncomfortable