I think I’m just burnt out?
I feel sick and fatigued every time I think about work. I’m currently in peds home health but have done EI and schools. I think it’s the mix of paperwork, therapy, and unstable pay. I see my husband, who is very smart and deserves all the good things, get paid 8 hours a day with good pto and benefits, when he probably works hard for like 4 hours. He also has a boss that is ok with boundaries, whereas every job I’ve had the higher ups say “we said you’d only have this many clients or this schedule, actually you need more!!” I’m setting boundaries at this new job, but it’s tough. I like EI but it’s not stable.
However I think of other job (minus my husbands wfh/good pay job, I tell him he’s lucky lol) and I feel like I’d like a more office type job, but maybe the grass isn’t greener on the other side. Maybe I just don’t want to work at all lol. No I’d be ok with part time, but what job allows you to work part time and make enough to live?? Also I see people who post “I do 40 visits a week” like dang, I only have 26 visits and it’s a lot for me. Maybe I’m just weak? Sorry I’m just venting now, just telling myself to get through this busy day. Thanks.