Make the prana explode
After an intense meditation session years ago i activated prana in my forehead.
By that i mean that since then i can feel a living energy (like a poking finger) in my head whenever i focus on god or meditate. It doesn't hurt.
When i meditate, i am able to "buildup" that pressure. Like a pressure cooker. And on extremely rare occasions i was able to make that prana explode. And when it exploded i was able to experience miraculous state of being. By that i mean i was there in my body meditating, then the prana exploded and then immediately i was gone. I became pure consciousness into a nothingness state. I don't know if it was samadhi. But it was a really great experience. It's like being back home. I saw videos of people experimenting near death experiences. And they mention a state really close to what i experienced.
I have been initiated to kriya yoga recently because i had the intuition it could help me.
And it did. The day i was initiated i didn't feel anything during the group sessions. But then when i was alone before sleeping in the drowsy state, i practiced kriya pranayama and oh my god, it was so insane. I literally felt the prana moving from my bottom chakra to the fontanel. And 3 times I was almost gone. But i resisted each time because i was scared.
Now i am on my own, i only practice kriya pranayama because this technique is complete dynamite🧨 lol
What it does is that the pressure builds up x10 more than without the technique when i would meditate naively. Its like your brain being an atom and you compressing it with cosmic hands. The pressure is so intense i feel like being in the presence of infinity.
I feel like building that pressure and being able to make it explode is the KEY to everything. But i feel like i know absolutely nothing about how to control that energy.
There was a qa sessions with the master but i was too shy to ask that question because i was afraid the people around me would think i am insane lol
So how to make it explodes more consistently ? Do you guys know anything about it ?
I have been in that state of nothingness a couple of times and the things you can do from there are pretty insane. Its like being God. But then you would ask me "why didn't you create a bunch of money for yourself if you were God" or anything similar. The things is the identification is gone. What you want as you now is not what you want when you are there. There you want nothing, you can do anything you want but you don't want to do anything lol