feel defeated
Hello. I was diagnosed with crohns Sept 24. I started a regimen of Avsola, which has been working great. In Jan, I had left-hand CMC thumb arthroplasty, followed by the right hand in March. GI did not want me to have any infusions during this time due to the surgeries. So, I am way overdue for my next infusion (it is scheduled next week). This is the frustrating part....I had a BAD FLARE this past week, and I am still so exhausted from it all.
My husband and family are supportive, but THEY CANNOT RELATE, so I feel like they do not want to listen to me complain. I realize they cannot fully understand the gravity of this diagnosis, but that does not help validate my feelings. I do not think they mean to be like this, and maybe some of it is me projecting onto them.
How do I get through this? I need to vent and help people understand that during these flares, I feel like doing NOTHING. I am usually very energetic and motivated, and I love being active, so maybe this is new to them. My family does pitch in around the house, so I cannot complain. I just wish I had someone to commiserate with. I am extremely emotional this week cause it has really taken a toll on me.
Does anyone feel the same way? I feel that posting in the group may make me feel better, cause I am sure I am not alone. THANKS:)