Death anxiety
I’ve been accepted into a paramedic program in the fall and I was super excited. However recently for the past month I’ve been going through bouts of very bad anxiety surrounding death and my lack of religion/belief in an afterlife. It’s been nearly debilitating the last few days- constant panic attacks, elevated heart rate, shakiness and shortness of breath (lasts all day and gets bad at night). And now I’m left wondering how the hell im going to be a paramedic if I can’t get my shit together. This feeling won’t go away and I’m unsure if being a paramedic will help me in this journey or exacerbate it. How has seeing so much death affected you? And is it a good idea for me to go into this profession.