Shrooms changed my relationship with weed permanently
Two years ago I took mushrooms with the intention of improving my mental health and becoming less pessimistic. During the trip I was studying because I hoped it might also help me focus and enjoy learning more. Weirdly enough, ever since then I actually do enjoy studying more and get excited learning new things.
But during the trip something else happened. At one point I felt this overwhelming “presence” associated with weed. It felt evil and almost like it was showing me that every time I smoked, I was damaging my health and trading long-term wellbeing for a few hours of pleasure. Since I care a lot about my health, the message hit me really hard.
Ever since that trip, weed has never felt the same. Every time I smoke I get intense anxiety that reminds me of that exact feeling from the trip. Even tiny amounts make me uncomfortable, quiet, and just wanting the high to end instead of enjoying it.
Has anyone else experienced psychedelics permanently changing the way weed feels?