r/KingPush

AM AFTER UPDATE....Sorry for any additional typing run ons and misspellings etc, im not great on the phone typin buuuut full transparency i took a lil 2 G 🍄 trip and typed this jusssst as the letters stopped moving...mostly 😆

Ill end with the only appropriate quote not on my arm lol

The wisest man ive ever conversed albeit briefly with (beside my Dad, tho tbf my Dad aint got BARS 😄):

"🔥 God Bless 🔥" - Malice

(whether u believe or not accept the sentiment)

OP:

So i knew i was gonna get my 1st tat in 20yrs the moment i heard that bar- i love what it stands for on its own to those who wo t get the ref to telling Malice he and his bro may jave saved me.more thsn they realloze... w my mom crashing out and clearly mentally ill (on hubby no.5 rn smdh) meant after she bailed on me for a walking red flag (hub no.3 who was the only hub or bf my bro and I ever didnt like beside one who physically abused us as kids not BAD BAD but enough my mom was uncomfortable enough she ended the playdates w his kids early and took us home in silemce but stayed w him for months till his weed smokjng was the reason she left him (not like throwing ur kids around like ragdolls) DETAILS ARE SAD BUT IN COMMENTS IF U WANT)

TLDR: THE AMAZING 5 TO 10 ALBUMS OF 24-25 (GNX, LGSEO, Earl's LLL, Aesops "I.T.S." and somehow better "I Heard It's a Mess there Too" maybe have brought just ebough joy and inspiration to my life it essentially saved it in more ways than 1. (The dark story that brought me.to the brink is in the comments)

POINT IS: she did this during a yr she knew id been recovering from.being jumped and robbed while busking losing 3.5 molars and a concussion but it led me to my dream job teaching rao fulltime for NDIS clients whike also doing 40% of my work as writing and recording to their god awful.in house beats tied to the label part of the company (if ur curious heres a national ABC article about my rap.classes/10min interview w myself my longest Client and my boss*

*the boss and creepy criminal by def nepo nang bro whod best attribute NOT being the brother and OWNER who turned out to be accused of SA and hiding horrific treatment of his mentally disabled clients...fwiw wheb he forced me out about 3/4 of my clients left mostly out of solidarity but also cuz in 6.5yrs ONE other rap teacher got a try out, he was meh but terrible at teaching where I atleast got a degree in communications and did some psych and sociology etc in college, so I lost my dream.job, my mo.and half my Fam and almost I had tk show for it was ptsd and Agoraphobia

That's why the year from dec '24 Dec '25 may have saved me, im 37 and ive been obsessed since hearing Rosa Parks by Outkast then Em and 2001 etc and by 16 I found DOOM Aesop and dope subgenres of rap but always loved lyrical titans like pre encore Em, The Root's, Lupe, Clipse obv BUT the last CDs I physically bought randomly became the one that inspired my 1st new NON LABEL PRODUCED project "Word War Won" as the kendrick drake beef exactly 20yrs after Nas declared in the title of his best album since Illmatic at the time:

"HIP HOP IS DEAD" ... and the 23min 10 track album broqches the subject of raps.lyrical.vs vibes cold war since i started rapping that same yr, 2006 x when Nas oldy devlared hip hop dead which is the overdue inspiration for my new project (easily my best in 20yrs/12+ albums n mixtaoes etc) - The Free 'album sounding mixtape' (aka beats from madlib alchemist earl DOOM Atmospher Conductor Williams Dangermoise etc but less popular and 10-20yr old beats that have a coherent but non repetitive vibe as its aligned with my gave type quality over quantity albums aka the LGSEO approach aka no filler songs bars features or drawn out beats

An optimistic, too.many coincidences to ignore follow.up: I know this is a risk but it felt like the right time to risk getting shredded on reddit lol

I known its cringe af fir anyone withoutba rabid following to plug stuff here but its too much synchronisation, Nas album being the last i bought and also the inspiration for this which wasnt planned, also came out thebyr i started my career 20yrs ago at 17 in philly, then MALICE comments on a tat that means a lot including my undying love fir great hip.hop as having so much great music in 25 got me thru the hardest yr if my life....and now i live somwhere w a dedicated studio i dont have to pay for...i just think after 29yrs this might be my best shit since I got to open for Locksmith on his world tour a decade ago...

Anyway I got single "Oldhead" & "Nothing2Lose" teased via lyric vids and random lyric vid raps plus livestream busking & freestyles at: Tiktok.com/@Wordy_Raps BUT:

All those clips and some older vids for singles i did over Lockdown along w the OFFICIAL RELEASE SITE W/ THE 🪖"Word War Won"🪖 full STUDIO HQ FINAL SINGLES THIS. MAY WITH THE ALBUM DONE BUT MEMORIZED BEFORE REC AND MIXING TO DROP IN JUNE (16/6/26) - are all on my new YT channel:

www.Youtube.com/@WordyRaps

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2 NOT depressing funfact:

Im.a UK/NZ/US and now last month an AUS cit soooo i now have ONE FLEX ON CLIPSE 😄 ("3 PASSPORTS I AINT SEEN ENOUGH") ...but w UK/US/NZ annnnnd now AUS: SO FOR ME ITS NOW "FOUR PASSPORTS I AINT SEEN ENOUGH" *(TSA SEARCH ROOMS CUZ IT LOOKS SUSS AF TO THEM 😄)

Also I had cash for the tat but just left that job and knew I may need ti busk after 6plus yrs off since the assault n ptsd but for some reason seeing LGSEO (still as i said 2wks and 50plays later) its the best Rap.album.ever imo get nominatedfor not just Rap AOTYbut OVERALL AOTY i was overcome with inspiration. 2 hrs ktwr i was on a bus into town to do freestyle busking cuz i hadnt memorozed my writtens in years, made a solod 250 in 3 straughtb3.5hr sessions in like 95f/38C sun...

SO I COULD USE MONEY (I HAD TBH) BUT ONLY $ FROM BUSKING USES FOR THE TAT REPRESENTING OVERCOMJNG MY PTSD ETC AND THUS WANTED 2 PAY W $ ONLY EARNED BUSKING, 3 days later i overpaid at 250(190 usd roghly) but got it done w a free touch up a month later...this tattoo just has so many meanings

Also.many of u said u were getting it too when I posted the og tat months ago, keen to see any other clipse tats of any kind in comments!

✌️ and ❄️ - 😉

recently dug up an entire archived 2010's VICE docu-series on celebs and high profile folks from around that time. Push was the first episode, so sharing with fans who might've missed it.

Mr. Me Too video, 2006: Who is the Iceman now?

Trouble on my Mind, 2011: "Behind the scenes, pull strings like Gepetto"

2018: YOU ARE HIDING A CHILD

2020: pair of Kaws Companions

2025: pair of Kaws Companions, redux

2025: exeunt Lawbrey, still chased by Pinocchio

🤣

Don't @ me. I'm just reporting the amusing connections my brain makes between things, not claiming they are reality-based.