r/Gangstalking

it’s been 8-9 years since I started becoming aware. 6 years since I knew what was happening. 3 years since I learned some dark truths.

and I just I think a lot about how heavy it feels to be aware. to be aware in a world that denies your reality of even existing. to be aware of being a target. being aware that I was born for this.

The stress, hyper vigilance, constantly questioning yourself, the effects it has on your relationships, the broken trust, the internal landscape you have to suffer…

im just exhausted. aren’t you exhausted?

And I DONT mean in a rage quite, self-harm kinda way. I just mean in a mentally and emotionally heavy way. like I walk around with this weight on my shoulders every day and no one around me seems to notice the weight on there shoulder, just me. And the more aware of it i am, the heavier it feels.

it makes me nostalgic for the good ol’ days of car chases, covert interviews, phone hacks and being forced into impossible life choices.

it was easy then. Still bright eyed and confused. having no clue of the level of shit show I was actually in. I had no idea. I hadn’t connected the dots, or researched for days with no sleep or spent the years of my youth in a state of crisis, or spent so much money to arm myself with the tools and skills I needed to push back And keep my sanity.

but that’s the past. And I have done all that now. And so I’m just really fucking tired man. and I’m really fucking pissed. We never asked for this? This wasn’t supposed to be our lifes… right?

for me, this was always ganna be the way. I was born for this. Took me years to find some truth. And I kinda wish I never did. Because sometimes the truth just makes all this evil shit feel 10x more heavy.

and I just.. I’m just tired. But I’m also strong. And I also am not a slave to my reality. and I am aware, so this give me back the power which they tried to take. and for that I’m thankful.

idk what the point of all this was but I guess i just wanted to share where I’m at with all this, maybe some of you can relate.

I always feel sad when i have to admit gangstalking is a real cruel existing thing..

Whats a few of the craziest double life thing that happened to you?

What made it very very obvious confirmed as proof that the plot is real. That its gangstalking.

What was a double life experience.

Like you had to act non gangstalked around friends. And maybe the perps couldnt hold in, hide and even approached ang harassed you in front of your friends etc.

What was the cognitive dissonance and discomfort that happened from these spiritual attacks?

Did the bystanders forgot it the day after? Did they side with them?

And also what are daily practices to remind yourself against gangstalk staying sane and also aware. Like healthy middle ground. Safety investment and not going into every complot theory rabbit hole and giving it no attention etc.

What disturbed ur peace so hard? Was it physical abuse from strangers?

Feel free to share whatever u like. No obligations.

Also do u believe this sub is lurked on by the secret?

Also ur online activity, did u ever found concidence after posting something niche. And then u think gangstalkers exploited this online post/activity/interaction synchronised with real life?

Like u like a obama meme.

And very specific. Obama in a bee costume. And same day u see this pattern on a wall somewhere

Does it work if you completely change your appearance ? will you no longer be a target anymore for them ? Has anyone had success getting off of their targeted list by going through a physical transformation?

For a good while now, I’ve began to document and save many, many things. These range from medical documents, government requests, their responses, audio files, video evidence of air units, various different images, personal notes, evidence of suspicious findings (tracker inside of car). If there’s any potential of it providing any assistance to prove or validate my claims, I save it. I’ve got it all neatly organized, including dates times and locations. My notes are very detailed. Everything all in one place (but not the only place). I feel like I’m starting to have a solid case built to expose the patterns I deal with daily. Many of my documents and evidence are also quite incriminating as I cross check and time stamp aviation units with flightradar24.

So I would like to know if there are others continuously being vigilant? I imagine if enough of us are able to validate the harassment, we could essentially combine efforts and actually make an impact. It would take some effort, but I refuse to just let these pathetic people just do this to me without remorse. I’d like to actually bring their actions to justice instead of just trying to minimize how severely it affects my life. Please let me know if you have a similar collection of evidence. And if not, I urge you to begin collecting diligently. Less get it

I believe that we are being used to enact a global agenda with the goal of getting targeted individuals to snap or manipulating us into acts of violence to put on the news hoping to generate enough outrage that the general public demands change.

Ultimately, I believe they want to enact a Patriot Act 2.0 that allows them to legally spy on all citizens for policing using satellite surveillance. This will probably include everything from criminal behavior, traffic laws, even building permits. Essentially a giant police state ran by the intelligence agencies in all countries.

As we found out from Whistle-Blower Edward Snowden in the USA the government has a satellite surveillance system in place capable of spying on everyone, they just need to somehow get the legislation passed to give them the authority to use a system already built in place.

they are everywhere in apartment complexes. There were multiple of them on my floor for two years. so far they have disappeared and I think I’m off their targeted lis. : crosses fingers::

I don’t recommend living in apartment complexes at all. It’s the worst place ever and gang stalkers are all over the place

The past two days saw the same man wearing tube socks to his knees upon leaving my complex going to the parking garage at the same place in the hallway the past two days in a row. Wtf is going on?