r/Biscuitswithtea

What was that one game you and your cousins played until someone ended up crying or fighting?

17M, just finished boards + entrances, feeling lost.
I’m kinda an average student, usually get around 75–80%. Most of my friends are also like that, but idk… I feel like I’ve always wanted more than that. I’ve had pretty big plans for myself wanted to do CSE core and maybe go for masters later.

But my sibling is on a whole different level. He knew what he wanted from a really young age and is actually doing it now. My parents trust him a lot and he’s never really been a burden or anything. When I compare myself to that, I feel kinda behind.

Main reason I’m posting is my SRMJEE result. Got around 30k rank. And honestly… I feel like that’s it. Like I’m not gonna get what I wanted and everything I planned is just not gonna happen.

Right now I just feel really lost. I don’t know what to do next. I can’t even talk to anyone properly about this because I feel like they’ll judge me. My friends don’t really care much about their future, so I can’t relate to them either.

I just don’t know what to do anymore.

Japanese vibes butter biscuits ❤️✨️