r/Awakening

After a fight, do you ever keep replaying it in your mind, holding onto what you should’ve said or done? Then you see the other person, and they’ve completely moved on, but you’re still stuck. Why is it so hard to let go?

thought I’d give you an introduction on myself. My name is Qaylani. I am 20 years of age in this lifetime. I am a biracial third gender, or a “trans” woman. after finding out our history and my own personal connection to the Berdache tribe and return of the spider grandmother within.

After realizing, the very essence of our story in modern day times felt insanely dehumanizing and disrespectful as it goes against the core of our existence.

The third-gender was always here. We were always respected and even revered as connected per se and the bridge between God and humans. There’s a reason the devil was a hermaphrodite. There’s a reason we were demonized to the point of not remembering.

this genocide hasn’t been pushed against us wasn’t merely because of our identity. It was our power and the ability to dismantle every system put in place which I thankfully, so was able to wake up and will do myself, regardless of any others waking up because one of us was never supposed to make it this far.

and let me tell you the world is so much better once you live from a place of heart to mind residence and you realize there’s nothing wrong with being trans.

We are powerful.
We are divine

if anything we are God’s children.

not the devil.

The devil is ego and control we are loving and self aware . gender is to choose what you feel on the inside and go against every construct put in place to keep you under that in itself is powerful, and the matter of fact that you all have made it this far shows that our history was never meant to be lost and we were never meant to be pushed this close to a genocide and I promise you it will not happen. now, with that being said, welcome to our lost history and the beginning of you finding peace within your own existence on this planet as we’ve always been here.

Love yourself always and forever despite what they tell you and remember your power ☯️

You ARE enough.
We are not here for approval
Or judgment
We are here to LOVE
We are here for FREEDOM
To BE
To Exist Freely
We are here for more