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Chaos Follows Me

29F, born into a life that has been extremely chaotic and complex. I thought the theme would shift once I got into adulthood but the only thing that shifted was I became the black sheep of my family and I can’t seem to connect with people anymore. My life now consists of a different kind of chaos and complexity than my childhood. I just feel like I’m no longer thriving in the chaos. I used to welcome uncertainty and now I’m running from it, it’s led to unhealthy avoidance patterns that feel quite honestly beyond me. No amount of mindfulness or meds can help this feeling of being stuck and paralyzed with fear. This is hard for a previously highly successful and productive individual. help me understand more of what shit storm I’m trapped in. And when I’m getting out.

Sincerely,

One burned tf out Aquarius