r/40something

I am stuck in a terrible job, my financial situation is not the greatest. I wish I can afford my own house but I can barely afford rent. I have been applying to jobs after graduating with my bachelor degree but only got one interview but haven’t heard back about a final decision. I am starting to feel like I can’t start a career with my degree unless I take a pay cut and I can’t afford to do that at all. My husband is injured and can’t work. I have an adult son taking a plumbing course that thankfully is free but he can’t work while doing it. I also have a 6 year old. I just feel like the biggest failure. I can’t build the life I want and I fear I never will be able to. I’m just tired of surviving; I want to live and enjoy my life.