UST-FMS vs. SLMC-CM: Dream school "trauma" vs. Mental health fresh start?
Hi everyone! I’m currently at a crossroads and could really use some perspective from med students/doctors who have been in a similar spot.
I took my undergrad at UST. It was my dream school, and I even moved from the province to enter the university. However, mid-college, I had to take a leave of absence due to my mental health and was diagnosed with a mental disorder.
Despite that, I decided to continue. I came back, finished my degree, and I am currently in a gap year to recharge before entering medical school. While I’m still waiting for the results of my application, I’m genuinely torn between two choices:
1. UST-FMS
It’s been the "dream" of my younger self. I’m familiar with the campus and the system, and I also have friends there. However, I’m worried about the "trauma" of the environment; I’m scared that being back in the same setting where I struggled might trigger old anxieties. I also know the culture is very traditional, high-pressure, and often described as "survival of the fittest."
2. SLMC-CM
Everyone tags SLMC as being "mental health friendly." They have smaller batch sizes, more approachable faculty, and a more supportive culture. It would be a completely clean slate—a fresh start where I can move forward without the weight of my past struggles in the same hallways. However, it wasn’t my original "plan," and I’m wondering if the clinical experience feels different compared to the "battle-hardened" reputation of UST. I am also aware that they have a different curriculum compared to UST’s traditional style, and I’m wondering how much of a shift that would be for me.
I know medical school is hard everywhere, but I want to set myself up for success without sacrificing my mental health or burning out again.
• Is the "mental health friendly" reputation of SLMC still true in practice?
• For those who stayed in their undergrad "dream school" despite a rough history there, was it worth it? Or did you find a fresh start elsewhere more beneficial?
• In terms of skills, environment, and learning style, which would you recommend for someone who prioritizes both clinical excellence and staying mentally healthy?
I’d love to hear your honest thoughts. Thank you so much.