hello, I'll be 11 months working as an equipment engineer at manufacturing company this May. I am really exhausted everyday not just the job itself but the working environment and people managing it.
For context, I work 6-1 sched (5 reg and 1 rdin) 12-hr shift. My dayoff is only 1 day at weekend. Pag di pa pumasok tatawagan ka tatanungin kung bakit MIA ka. The thing is the work is okay but naiipit ako sa beef ng mga heads and almost pang three person work yung inuutos. The environment is a blame game, sisihan ALWAYS. And the mere fact na nangangapa ako since from day 1 walang nagmementor sakin, just self learn tapos kapag nagkamali everyone will point fingers at you. Pagod ka n nga sa mismong workload, may mental burden pa silang ibibigay. Papasok plng ako sa umaga naaanxious nako.
3 heads ang naguutos and expect nila flawless lhat ng execution ng pinapagawa nila (micromanagers) at alam mo na lahat ng wlang detailed explanation kung pano gagawin yung task just all by myself and if nagkamali boom sakin sisi wla akong kasama. Tpos kahit may ginagawa ka may iuutos ipapapriority tapos may inuutos din yung isa.
Everyday I am thinking of slamming resignation to their faces and the fact n walang gumagawa ng work ko, ako lang no substitute, that would be shittier for them. Also, I dont learn anymore, constant routine task.
I have extra job na possible nmn malipatan agad. Should I pull the trigger? Salary is around 33-35k na napupunta lng din sa rent and food expenses. Maybe around 23-24k ang natitira where mas mataas yung sa lilipatan ko kasi wlang rents and all.
Zamn bro Im really tired. I just want an office job.