u/yuzuki_amane

RIP SERBFREN

the good ending

(although not 4 me, id never put myself through the self inflicted and 100% unnecessary torture called PARENTING)

"lock in" hurrrrrrrrrr

"anna wants to be filled"

i volunteer‼️

so.. i mean how do i find it fun again? at the end it got repetitive & stayed depressing so i went sober out of pure boredom. like what am i even supposed to do about that.

i cant message anyone and cry anymore since i havent met any random people & my friends are inactive all the time + probably dont want to deal with all the bs i do while drunk AGAIN so who knows if theyll even engage

right now i just wish i saw any appeal, feels more like its only useful as a way to sleep & not much else, why would i even bother?

eh im just so tired of my friends being cold to me all the time, this is the only good cope that i can think of, dont really see anything else i could do except continue suffering.. and thats getting boring too

(i consider it a "good" cope due to personal past experience.)