I am in the worst pain I’ve ever experienced
I (f21) had a pretty sudden onset of cramping today, and it started pretty normal. As the evening continued it started becoming legitimately incapacitating, so I took a 5mg oxycodone. I let that set in and it still had absolutely no effect on my physical pain, so I took a second one a couple of hours later. I have had barely any relief from my pain and I can’t even go to the hospital because at this point I know there is nothing more they can do for me :( I cried on the toilet, and I VERY rarely cry from physical pain even after my first surgery, it wasn’t this bad. I don’t know what to do or why I’m even writing this. The pain is radiating and pulsating through pretty much my entire abdomen and vulva (I also have endometriosis😍) I haven’t done anything out of the norm that could explain why this is happening to me, besides knowing my body just hates me. It sucks. I have a consultation for my hysterectomy coming up in June but this pain is literally just too much for my body to handle. My dog is even worried about me :(