My mother may be a psychopath or a narcissist or something. Probably both. She’s insane.
My mother has some kind of mental health problem. She is absolutely insane. She hates people, even her own child and mother. She screams and complains about every single person she sees. For example, when we are driving down the road in the car and someone just so happens to slow down to turn down a different road she starts screaming something along the lines of “Get out of the fucking way you slow ass bastard.” Or at the store, if someone stands behind her in the checkout and starts putting their things on the conveyor belt as she’s paying she gets back into the car and throws an absolute tantrum “Fucking bastards can’t wait until I’m done. Inconsiderate piece of shit.” She also can’t cook at all and forces her 81 year old mother to cook for her. If she doesn’t get up and begin cooking fast enough though, my mother throws a fit yet again. She calls her lazy, disobedient or just a bitch! She is 51 years old. She can learn how to cook it herself!! She is also a major hypocrite. She thinks it okay for her to cuss me out call me (17y/o) all kinds of names, “Bitch, dumbass, whore, etc.” and when I return the favor she gets mad and tries to punish me for “cussing her out”. She said it first and is getting mad because I reacted.
She doesn’t care about me or anything that I like. She shoves studying down my throat every second of every day. I can’t even tell her about my special interests (T.V shows I like, actors I like, etc) she thinks all she has to do is feed and clothe me at that is IT. She refuses to show me any kind of emotional support or interest in me other than my studies. Like I said earlier, she pushes school and studying down her throat. I can’t even walk into the kitchen and make something to eat without her hearing me and then coming out of her room to either nag or agitate me, “You better be studying. You should be studying instead of doing this. Have you been studying?” She is emotionally and verbally abusive and denies everything!! I have recording after recording of her, screaming at me at the top of her lungs, and she still has the audacity to say that it’s not abuse. She starts shit with me and then when I fight back or react, she punishes me and acts like I’m the one in the wrong and I’m the one that started and I’m the one cussing her out. I’m so sick and tired of her fucking abuse..