u/wishiwasdead23

I wish I ever touched a pill !!!!!! 💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

You lose at everything in life with this condition. Their is no winning. I'm so fucked man, I can't believe this is my reality. And the number of cure stories are so fucking low. Its so fucking hopeless in this sub. I'm going to die with this ain't I ? I'm never recovering I know it man 💔. Years and years just add up 💔

Its like my memories never really existed. Logically I know they do. But the emotion attached with them, seems so distant. Like I can't believe at one point I did 12 years of schooling. And now I somehow can't even get out of bed because I'm brain damaged and disabled. This is extremely insane

Like why can't I form things to carry conversations anymore. Literally nothing pops in my mind, when someone tries to conversate. I never have urges to talk anymore. This shit insane man. Pure fucking brain damage

Hell is being surrounded by everything you ever cared about and not being able to feel anything.

Fuck !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!