i cant do basic tasks
i struggle to do things as simple as cleaning my room, not only because im lazy, but im also dumb as shit. every time i try to help somebody with anything i always mess up or am not able to do it at all. even today i was trying to help my mom move some furniture, but i could barely walk 2 feet before needing to set the furniture down and taking a break. it was really embarrassing cause i kept dropping a lot of stuff. i have days where i just bedrot and dont do anything productive, for example sometimes just the thought of getting up in the morning to brush my teeth makes me wanna cry myself to sleep. call me gross or whatever but the most showers i take in a week are like 1 or 2. i also get an average of around 4k steps in an entire week. i wanna try to get more steps in but i’d rather sleep than do any of that. all i do is sleep, watch tiktok, and play roblox if i feel like it. no school or actual socializing but i like it that way, i only feel safe in my room with my dog and my phone