On the verge of a career breakdown… are my transits this intense or is it just me?
Hi everyone, I’m hoping for some outside perspective because I genuinely feel like I’m hitting a breaking point.
Lately, my job situation has become incredibly overwhelming. It’s not just stress, it’s this constant, underlying feeling of frustration, lack of control, and honestly feeling like I’m going to snap. I go through waves where I’m fine, but the second I have to interact with my boss, I feel intense anger, anxiety, and like I want to completely remove myself from the situation.
What’s confusing is that on paper, I’m performing well and taking on a lot of responsibility. But internally, it feels like I’m being blocked, micromanaged, and not actually empowered in the way I’m expected to operate. It’s like I’m being told to “own” things, but then immediately shut down when I do so.
I’ve also been actively trying to leave for the past three months, but nothing external is really landing right now, which is making me feel stuck and even more frustrated. I've spoken to 8 companies and was only genuinely was interested in 3 of them, but they rejected me. I've also dropped out of 3 opportunities for misalignment. It’s starting to feel unsustainable.
I love astrology and know Saturn is a major player here, especially with Mars approaching a conjunction to it. I am trying to see when a new job will land using my transits but I've been stuck. Curious to see what you all think about my new job timeline and current transits!
My chart with transits
List of transits
