u/uracowboylikem3

I’m almost 21. I met my ex a month before I turned 20, and a month after I turned 20 he became my first everything but there were crossed lines and he sexually assaulted me. Now I keep thinking about myself as being 19. I accidentally tell people that I’m 19. I don’t get it bc he didn’t actually do it until I was 20. So why am I reverting back to. 19? It’s been especially bad as of late.

This isn’t the most coherent but I’m lowkey stressed. I wish more than anything I never met him