I WANT TO DO SO MANY THINGS BUT I NEVER START
hi,im 17
honestly i feel I'm just doing nothing and just destroying my future because of my habits ,i honestly want to do so much, i want to learn a language ,i want to draw, i want to exercise ,i want to start studying consistently and not a day before exam,i want to eat healthy, i want to sleep on time,i want to learn sign language,i want to crocheting, i want to learn THIS,THAT,THIS THAT...
yea so i want to do everything but guess what?
i end up doing nothing,all i think is how i would be after learning,and my future and stuff without even trying?
i say ill start tomorrow but that tomorrow doesnt even come,i wait for the "right time"but it never comes,and its been 6 years(since covid) that i had never studied regularly for more than 4 days...my max regularilty was ONLY FOUR DAYS,
i want to do so much,earn well but ik it wont be possible if i dont start,i just feel i have no purpose,im in a loop of neverending procastination and doomscrolling...
the thing is HOW DO I START?how do i start the things i want to do,especially when i want to do so much?how do make myself study consistently?
because i feel im already too late to restart,too late to even fix it,too late for everything...